" Hey, what are you waiting for? What do you stall for? We won theThis comment is for ic/ooc thoughts only.war, what was it all for?! We studied, and we fought and wekilled, for the notion of a nation we now get to build! For once in your life, take a stand withpride, I don't understand how you stand to the SIDE! "
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" I'm a horrible person. I deserve to die. All I ever do is ruin lives and make things worse. For instance, my wife. She was happy before I came along. She loved life. And then I walked into her life. Of course, she was completely love struck by my charm and looks, which I will admit to having, but then after she married me, she realized how awful of a man I am. I'm sure she constantly regrets taking my hand in marriage. Why wouldn't she? It's not like I ever did anything for her. I'm just a selfish bastard who takes, and takes, and takes. I could never make time for her. I even ended up cheating on her and allowing our son to die, only to come crawling back to her side, begging for forgiveness like the horrible man I am. She should have left me. "
" Or, for another example, John. He was leading a relatively calm, hopeful life. He would have grown up into an amazing man. He probably would have done better things than I did, anyways. But because of me, he chose to stray from the safe parameters of social norms, and instead brought myself, another man, into his heart and bed. And worst of all, I encouraged this behavior, just because of my own selfish need for the affection I had been denied as a youth. I grabbed him by the hand and made him follow me into the revolution, and now he's dead because of it. I practically killed him. I killed my best friend. "
" I'd say that I should kill myself just so I could see him again, but I know that wouldn't happen. Men like him are in heaven, whereas me... It's most certainly go to hell to pay for my sins. Not that I don't deserve it."
" I really am just an annoying bastard orphan, aren't I? "
actually, the entire federalist party absolutely adores me
" I don't understand why so many people care for me and have become close to me. John, Laf, Herc, George, Eliza... Everyone who I've ever become friends with. Why? Why do they care? I'm not exactly 'friend material'. All I do is ruin lives, honestly. My father, my mother, John, Eliza, Angelica... I'm the reason all their lives went to shit. My father had a good idea though; he left before I could make it worse. I'm surprised everyone else hasn't done the same, especially John. "
" They really should. It'll make things a lot better for them. "
" Hah, or maybe I should just follow in my cousin's footsteps and make it more simple for everyone. "